09/02 2011

Reflections of the Hub Immersion and Beyond

Stepping into the Hub is like stepping onto an escalator. Even without physically moving my body, I am clearly being moved from one level to the next; and when I do start physically moving my body, an even greater amount of movement is happening overall.

It can be disorienting to move in this way. Stepping back onto solid ground after being on an escalator or elevator can feel nauseating. It’s that feeling like some part of me got left behind, like my stomach at the top of a roller coaster drop, and my logical brain is still grasping to identify with who I thought I was before the old part of myself got left at the start of the trip.

It can be a tad unnerving, but I did make the choice to buy the ticket and take this ride, and how fortunate I am to own this freedom to choose, this freedom to move. And hey I’m clearly not in this alone, I look around and my whole team is here with me. I’m still on my own journey, though I am supported every step along the way.

Hey, this is great. Two. Four. Six. Eight. Who do I appreciate? One. the WE. my TEAM. Sure, the roller coaster can be scary at times and create a scream, but then I realize it’s all only a dream anyway, and at the end of the day I can laugh or cry all the way Home.

I am happy here.
I am sad here.
I am scared here.
I am mad here.
I am inspired here.
I am alone here.
I am together here.
I am loved here.
I am Love here.

I am moving through all of these and more here in any of these given moments.

I am welcome here, in the Hub of my own heart.

I am Home here

And

Now.